What stories about "good" or "bad" sex still live inside you?
Imagine yourself at age 12 in your bedroom, playing with dolls. Your friends are outside playing soccer. You hear footsteps approaching, and see your father opening the door to check on you. He smiles broadly and says, "How's it going?" You say, "Okay," and he sits down on the floor. "Let's play together!" He suggests, and you nod. "Tell me a story," he says. "Your mother and I used to make love." He is animated now. "One time when I was away for work, she called me because she was lonely. She wanted me to come home, but I couldn't. So she masturbated while talking to me on the phone." He laughs heartily, slapping his knees. "It got her so wet that she wanted more! We did everything, everywhere, including the kitchen sink!" You blush, confused. His story continues. "We never had this kind of fun before!" You know you shouldn't be listening, but he's captivating. "She even rode me like a horse, making animal sounds." You hide your face behind a pillow as he goes on. "Sexy mommy!" you think, hiding from reality. That night, you lay awake thinking about what you just heard. It makes you feel warm all over, except in places where he didn't mention.
The next day, you tell your friends what you saw and learned. They giggle and ask if you want to try. You don't answer immediately; instead, you spend time alone imagining your dad having sex with your mom. The image stays with you for years, until you are married yourself. Your husband wants to experiment, and you agree reluctantly. In bed, it's strange at first, then wonderful. At last, you have the sensation described by your father: deep inside, it feels right. Afterward, you recall him saying, "Make sure to clean up after each act," and realize how dirty it is. But later, you see how sweet it can be.
Years pass, and now you are older. You still remember your father's words. One day, you discuss them with your partner. She says, "That was disgusting," and leaves. A few weeks later, you find her with another man. You confront her, she denies everything, and divorce follows. Finally, you meet someone new who understands you. He tells stories of his past partners that intrigue you and make you blush, but never crosses any lines. You love him deeply, and share fantasies together. Still, memories haunt you of your father's story. Sometimes, when you're alone, you play out scenes from your childhood memory, wondering if they're normal or wrong.
Your parents eventually divorced, and you moved away. Years passed, and you got over your sexual confusion. Now, your partner and you are happily married. You tell stories about old boyfriends, and he laughs in a way that makes you feel desired again. He even recalls being jealous of one guy you dated; it turns you on. Sex remains great between you, and life goes well. Still, sometimes you think of your dad telling tales and wonder why he made such an impression. Then, you remember what a friend said once: "Sex is like fire - it warms you up or burns you down." It all depends on what you do with it. Your life has been full of good sex, despite the bad moments along the way.
Conclusion: Stories about 'good' or 'bad' sex live inside us forever, shaping our attitudes toward intimacy. We must explore these feelings to find true pleasure and connection. What stories still live inside you?