Malaysia is a diverse country with many ethnic groups, religions, and cultures. This diversity includes its transgender population, known locally as pondan, or bakla in Tagalog. While there are no official statistics on their numbers, they are estimated to be around 1 million people or about 4% of the total population. Malaysian pondans face discrimination and stigma from both society and religious institutions due to cultural norms that equate gender identity with biological sex.
Some also find spiritual meaning in their identities, which is often dismissed or ignored by religious authorities.
In Islam, being homosexual or transgender is considered haram or forbidden. Muslims who engage in same-sex relations or crossdressing can be punished under Sharia law, including flogging, imprisonment, and death. Nonetheless, some Muslim pondans have found ways to reconcile their faith and gender identity through interpretations of Islamic teachings or personal experiences. Some argue that Allah created them as pondan for a reason and that they should embrace it as part of God's will. Others see their identities as gifts that help them connect more deeply with themselves, others, and nature.
Christians also condemn homosexuality and crossdressing, but some pondans find solace in Christian teachings on love and compassion. They believe that Jesus accepted all people, regardless of their sexual orientation or gender identity, and seek to follow his example. For them, being pondan is a way to express their true selves and live authentically without fear or shame.
Hinduism has historically been more tolerant towards alternative sexualities and genders, although this may vary depending on region and caste. Still, many Hindu pondans feel conflicted between their religious beliefs and societal pressure to conform to traditional gender roles. Many turn to yoga, meditation, or other spiritual practices to find peace and acceptance within themselves.
Malaysian pondans must navigate a complex web of cultural and religious norms that often contradict each other. While some find support from their communities and families, others face rejection, discrimination, and even violence. Despite the challenges, many continue to celebrate their unique identities and fight for recognition and acceptance in society.